In
one of my previous blogs, I mentioned I returned to yoga this year;
once again pursuing the ancient spiritual science, incorporating
mind, body and spirit.
Yoga
is the journey of the self, through the self, to the self – The
Bhagavad Gita.
Sounds
pretty deep and insightful,
doesn't
it? And it is! It's an
amazing process of stilling the natural upheaval of thoughts and
restlessness of the body. Yoga
is about going within.
Last
time I actively pursued
this practice,
it was in a beautiful,
suitable
venue, close to the ocean. The atmosphere was serenely fitting,
incorporating earth colors accentuated by dimmed lighting. Soft,
but powerful repetitive
music hummed in
the background and the temperature of the room was just right.
Each
week I would front up,
ready to 'go within', and
execute
the yoga postures
role
modelled to the class as
best I could. However, while I was balancing on one leg, or
'pretzeling'
my body, my mind was busy planning
my shopping list or guessing
what time high tide was
in the morning, and
pondering over when
would be a
good time to
turn the water pump on for
the cattle troughs!
Nearing
the end of the class, after I
had usefully
planned
the
following day, it was time for Savasana
(corpse pose), which is a
restorative pose consisting
of lying
down on
the floor and
relaxing your
muscles. While Savasana requires no physical effort, it can be one of
the most difficult yoga poses to master.
'Students
will find they either fall asleep, go into a dreamy state or
otherwise find their mind thinking and planning for such mundane
things as the grocery shopping, or worrying about work'.
Well,
I'd already mentally
completed my shopping
list, so I skipped
that bit and fell
straight to sleep, (and
upon waking, hoped
I didn't embarrass myself
by snoring).
This happened every
single week, however I
found it to be a
wonderful (guilt-free)
rest; one
I immensely enjoyed.
The most uncomfortable
part of
the whole yoga experience was having to pick myself up off the floor
at the end of each
session and dragging
myself home, especially during
the cold South Gippsland winters…..
So
five years on, I'm once again
a
keen participant
of a yoga class; a different one, with a different teacher, and a
somewhat different me. I actually do
go 'within' now, as opposed to planning my shopping list. I
do
feel a stillness as I focus on my poses and imagine how my body, as a
whole, is working its magic to create the particular postures. I
even find myself in a subtle
meditative state during my practice,
or often
I'm
dizzy
(in
a good way),
as I feel my body releasing pent up energies.
By
the time I'm
walking
(more
like floating) out
the door after a one and a half hour session,
I
always feel
like
I
have just experienced a full-body massage, which
is
so nurturing and gratifying.
However
the most profound simple act (one
which
I have
always taken
for granted),
is my breath! Conscious breathing, taught
within the yoga
framework,
is so powerful. Before
each yoga pose, and sometimes at
the completion,
we start with our hands in prayer position, resting on our sternum,
and focussing
on our heart (centre)
area.
Through the nose, we
breathe a few deep breaths in and
out...and we are centred. In
fact, 'we are centred
immediately'. I
find this
astounding.
I
now finally
understand
when, many times throughout
my journey, I was encouraged
to breathe
during anxious
times. It's our breath
that
transports
us
to the quiet place within (our
centre), where time stands
still and all is well. The ancient yogis taught that
learning to control the breath can assist in regulating and calming
the mind and that proper breathing enhances focus,
concentration, relaxation, and energy.
So
each time, as we go about our
daily lives and feel off
balance, anxious, upset, confused, nervous or
even craving
an unwanted addiction we
have let go of, we
can instantly
become centred and brought back into 'the now', where there is no
turbulence, no upheaval. All
we need do is take some deep breaths, especially if we close our eyes
and focus on our heart
centre, and
we immediately find peace,
bringing ourselves back
to the starting line, before
the overwhelm.
It's that simple!
So,
I will continue on my enjoyable
and inspiring yoga quest,
reaping the
many physical, mindful and
spiritual benefits,
while I
will also
remind
myself to
consciously breathe
often as I go about my day,
reducing
mental noise of
agitation, distractions and self-doubt.
I
also need to continue to work on mastering the Savasana pose, as I
still to this day find myself falling into a beautiful, deep sleep
during the end phase of the yoga class.
This,
I imagine, may take some time to perfect, as I'm not sure if I want
to let my guilt-free nap go just yet. : )
There is no guilt in any Yoga,,,just continue, as you find it pleasing for you,,,Camilla...
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